urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour i just call it oneida keepyourhour 2006-09-27T19:48:02Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:15572 2006-09-27T19:48:02Z 2006-09-27T19:48:02Z my own sobbing i wish i had never met him. <br /><br />i wish that all the days and nights i spent with him were spent alone or even doing crack. i cant believe he hurt me so bad, its amazing. he was the best friend i ever had and now he wont even talk to me. in fact he refuses to talk to me. i never did anything but love him with all my being. i would have done anything for him. i did.<br /><br />i guess its for the best considering who we really are. i will always be lonely and ill always regret letting him in. <br /><br />i thought i loved him. i did. hes dating yani now. i want to kill myself in front of him.<br /><br />i hope he is happy.<br /><br />i have no friends and i want to die. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:15355 2006-05-16T19:58:51Z 2006-05-16T19:58:51Z belle and sebastian i have to write an essay, now... id really like to have a beer instead. <br /><br />i need a job. <br /><br />im so burned out i need a break. <br /><br />im so happy summer is here!!!!!!!<br /><br />do you do any recreational drugs?<br />WHAT?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:14922 2006-04-12T13:56:36Z 2006-04-12T13:56:36Z lou reed EMILY:;: what does o.zilla mean? is it my name for when im crazy? i like it better than ocirus because i can spell it. DONT talk about you know what on the fucking internet tard we cant tell anyone its BAD ENOUGH we are taking pictures of them, shit. <br /><br />im SO HIGH and sitting in the school library trying to not get stalked by joel booth. hes creepy but nice, in a creepy way. im supposed to be doing my book review for asian studies but i think its best to wait till im not... you know... <br /><br />im so hungry!! i have a pop tart the newly 16 year old tart gave me but i cant eat it in the library! fuckkkkk a duckkkkk its smores yuuuummmmmmmmmm. i want to eat a red barron mexican pizza, with ranch. oh god thinking about it is killing me. <br /><br />im so excited for camping friday!! but im not sure if we will have enough sleeping space. people are going to make me sleep in bigts but i will either get raped or killed. all i know is were going to get a bruised up and bug bitten the weekend right before prom. i want to have a BIG camping caravan circle tent party. thats a big title for a big event. other people should go with us. YOUR ALL INVITED! actually, most of your are invited. if you have doubts ask me but the people who would be unwelcome know who they are so no biggie nigs. <br /><br />i have two essays to write on thursday. i just realized. they are back to back. greek and roman symposium essay test and then a crime and punishment essay. i have read neither. great. <br /><br />"name me someone thats not a parasite and ill go out and say a prayer for him." bob dylan urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:14758 2006-04-10T13:55:25Z 2006-04-10T13:55:25Z i wish i knew before now that everyone was so fucking fed up with me... then maybe i wouldnt feel so bad. i feel guilty for wanting a real date to prom but why should i? a girls gotta have dreams. but it wont happen and ill go with bigt and feel bad about myself. i dont even have a dress yet... <br /><br />im currently on a sobriety quest. im not feeling ok with being numb and fucked up all the time anymore its not worth it. and im doing some serious character evaluations on myself and i cant be high for that. <br /><br />yesterday i read all of me talk pretty one day by david sedaris in one sitting. im in love.<br /><br />i hate to say this but i wish i was a different person im so unsatisfied with who i am.<br /><br />ineedajob..................... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:14379 2006-04-07T18:37:09Z 2006-04-07T18:37:09Z nervous tapping i have a pen pal. from alaska. i feel special. <br /><br />im nothing minus the mug...<br /><br /><br />ice cream. orange sherbert or chocolate chip mint? i can never decide.<br /><br />i wish bigt would age 2 years in a month, or a day. things would definatley be different then. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:14296 2006-04-05T14:56:59Z 2006-04-05T14:56:59Z visions of johanna fucked uf haiku::::::<br />toe of anneseh (sp?)<br />sticky icky makes me sicky<br />probably could choke a donkey<br /><br /><br />naked hot tub<br />wet merry feet<br />remember to clean it tomorrow<br /><br /><br />empty pockets<br />empty tank<br />full head<br /><br /><br />flashing lights<br />fown full of nothing<br />fuck cabo<br /><br /><br />and my fav by the kel kel:<br />a beard full of cous cous<br />a beastly manchild; whiskey<br />never sing again!<br /><br /><br />i still havent gotten dharma bums for asian studies yet... fuck. i hate assignments. i wish we didnt have to do logs anymore in dmac but no we do and ive piled up 4 so far. i want kellis mom to go away this weekend!! i neeeeeeeed another trip in the loft!<br /><br />no school next friday!! its almost thursday which is damn close to the weekend!<br /><br />my dads birthday is on 420. <br /><br />i miss maxs already, the massage chair, the hot tub, the trailer, it was mos def the best party house ive seen in a while. too bad... <br /><br />the most fun thing to do in the world is to go to sonic early in the day with bigt, get tasty drinks like coke with vanilla and lime in them, put as much capn mo in them as possible and go walk down the trail on mt sequoyah(sp?) while smoking bowls with lucas. it was the best no school day ive had in a while though we did end up having to walk back UP the HUGE mtn and i almost died. <br /><br />im not going to nepal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:14044 2006-04-03T19:25:10Z 2006-04-03T19:25:10Z queen bitch- david bowie this place is fucking killing me. im really hating this. im literally doing nothing, jack shit for the rest of the time. i only read 42 pages of crime and punishment the rest is all sparknotes baby. and i have to read the symposium for greek and roman. oh yes and in math THERE IS NO POSSIBILITY OF ME PASSING EVER. im soooo disappointed in myself. im so whiny. oh fuck. i have a $55 parking ticket to be paid by april 21. zach better get me a job as a telemarketer. hahaha how nice would that be me calling people all day? crazy. <br /><br />i want a REAL date to prom not bigt. ugh... i dont want to settle anymore. he does turn 16 on the 11th though. whoop de fucking doo. <br /><br />i hate it when people just whine on here so sorry everyone i just have nothing else to talk about. <br /><br />i want to be around new people and i NEED to stop making myself so numb all the time, its like im not even there most of the time. im basically going through the motions till someone snaps me out of it.<br /><br />but whos there to do that? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:13637 2006-03-30T01:07:48Z 2006-03-30T01:07:48Z talking heads something like 29 days left... in on the edge of my seat urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:13444 2006-03-10T20:43:59Z 2006-03-10T20:46:29Z lou reed i am so confused about the attendance system!! after i have 8 excused absences i cant have any more right? and the rest are labeled unexcused? but if i get over 4 unexcused absences i have saturday school! fuck. i just wish stupid classes like being a teachers aide for mrs brothers didnt count attendance i cant be expected to stay in this hellhole ALL DAY!<br /><br />i hardly went to school at all this week...<br /><br />i have so much shit to do:<br />make up asian studies test<br />make up DMAC quiz<br />translate the entire oresteia into "contemporary language" <br />read a FUCKLOAD of crime and punishment<br /><br />this shit is bananas, B-A-N-A-N-A-S urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:13113 2006-03-02T20:43:00Z 2006-03-02T20:43:00Z velvet underground arg my grades are so shitty i cant stand being a a-b-c student. \\<br /><br />im glad though because i got a 98 on the china unit essay and i didnt even do the monkey topic. i am da bomb as neralich might say in another world.<br /><br />tent party this weekend. and kickball if the weather permits. elise stole a pink rubber ball from the front yard of someone in my neighborhood. were going to kick the shit out of it <br /><br />when will nepal time get here???!!!???!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:12972 2006-03-01T16:20:15Z 2006-03-01T16:21:44Z the big fat war was going on. <br />so profitable for daddy. <br />she drove a pea green ford.<br />he drove a pearl grey caddy.<br /><br />in the end they used it up. <br />all that pale green dough.<br />the rest i spent on doctors.<br />who took it like gigilos.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh anne how i wish i could have met you... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:12557 2006-03-01T16:14:48Z 2006-03-01T16:14:48Z bowie bowie bowie i FINALLY finished that goddamned motherfucking ap lit essay!! i wish it was better than it is because i really loved the subject. anne sexton deserved more than 4 pages of bullshit everyones already heard before... ugh i have to stop feeling guilty about shit i cant change.<br /><br />it is so nice outside i wish we could have nice days instead of snow days we really deserve it. no we dont. SENIORITIS! <br /><br />it is GROSS and DISGUSTING that some girls at the high school think neralich is hott and want to have sex with him. he is a TEACHER for christ sakes and OLD. i wish he was my dad/ grandpa<br /><br />jeff and t are both smoking again tho only jeff for the long haul. t has been really depressed lately i dont know what to do to make him feel better! hes such a good kid i wish he believed it<br /><br />omg i have to start going to rehersals now after school im kinda looking forward to it because i get to see rose and now ill actually have something to do in the afternoons, but im kinda not because its form 330 to 6 and ill be around cass trumbo and david fish! i cant believe they both got parts, bitches.<br /><br />i am breaking out and my hair looks bad. motherfucker im in a good sassy mood today though. if you see me look for the sass itll be there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:12519 2006-02-22T20:53:46Z 2006-02-22T20:53:46Z elliot smith figure 8 there has been a meth lab under elizabeths house for a long time now. i think the reason we are all so sick is because we have been breathing in meth fumes like jamie in that anti drug commercial. i went over there after school and liz and i watched the meth lab clean up team which consisted of a black and some middle aged white lady in white suits and gloves clean up the mess. it was crazy, we have pictures but icant figure out really how to post them, im lazy and computer illiterate. anyway, the black guy did all the work while the lady sat in the truck. he had to put everything in separate containers and filled them with sawdust before putting biohazard stickers on all of them. we smoked at the window while all this went down. AND liz and sarah say they saw a small camera in the window of the apt, it was taping what was going on outside. that is exactly where bigT pees everytime he has to at lizs. i bet the tape is now online somewhere on a piss fetish site...<br /><br />one acts!!<br /><br />u of a library!! i cant wait, me, sarah, and emily are going to just stay for the orientation and then tell DMAC that we will walk back after 2 so we can leave then. i have no idea what were going to do with all of that free time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:12040 2006-02-21T21:19:30Z 2006-02-21T21:19:30Z lucas emily kelli and myself singing aerosmith snow snow snow... no sledding but much drinking and marveling.<br /><br />friday... bullying jeff and bigt, drinking a handle and not being able to remember anything because of how xantarded i was.i even pulled a tbagz and got all depressed for a while but then got over it with t and kel kel in the bathroom where kel freaked out and t comforted, strange. <br /><br />saturday... i felt sad because i thought i got ditched but i turns out i didnt. cuddle party in lizs room. sing along, laughing till i cried "i dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep cause id miss you baby and i dont wanna miss a thing"<br /><br />sunday... i would love to remember <br /><br />monday... everyone drank jeffs alcohol so i spent the day feeling guilty and sad because nobody will ever pay him back. i got crunk though, jesus. <br /><br /><br />this week is going to fly by!! its already tuesday, ive got nothing to do tomorrow, thursday er have one acts and friday is the day me shultzasaurus and em'ly go to the u of a library. then party time will comence<br /><br />my car is running on hopes and dreams right now...<br /><br />is anyone intrested in buying my body or my soul? im not using either at the moment and i need MONEY and GAS! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:11849 2006-02-17T15:48:41Z 2006-02-17T15:48:41Z anything moody and beck i have been feeling so mean and crazy lately i wish i was a nicer person but i guess im just kind of a bitch. own the bitch inside you! ive only been wanting to hang out with certain peole lately im feeling so exclusive. i wish it wasnt so cold so we could go camping but no its FREEZING. <br /><br />MEREY we need to hang out imissyou!!! you are one of the lucky few id like to be around this weekend~!<br /><br />i hope this weird mood goes away i feel like people would be put off by it. i want to be social and happy for a while and not have to deal with crazy people drama that i will HAVE TO DEAL WITH SOMETIME. its like homework im putting off, friend work. but i just cant not ever be around her without hurting her and i dont want to do that. i just cant handle the shower of bullshit that spews from her mouth.<br /><br />i feel so guilty for not caring and wanting to give up on all of it. somehow i just cant ever win with her. how is it so wrong to know that in small ways you are right? im sticking to my guns on this one though it might kill our friendship. once she said "i love being right, i feels so good to be right all the time" i cant fucking stand that in no universe is one person right all the time.<br /><br />somehow i think i will be very lonely this weekend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:11769 2006-02-14T16:22:54Z 2006-02-14T16:22:54Z my mom better call and excuse my absences from before i was 18 or im going to have to go medieval on her ass. its only tuesday and already im sick of school, big surprise...<br /><br />anne sexton is a beautiful poet:<br /><br />YOUNG<br />a thousand doors ago <br />when i was a lonely kid<br />in a big house with four <br />garages and it was summer<br />as long as i could remember,<br />i lay on the lawn at night, <br />clover wrinkling under me, <br />the wise stars bedding over me, <br />my mothers window a funnel<br />of yellow heat running out,<br />my fathers window, half shut, <br />an eye where sleepers pass,<br />and the boards of the house<br />were smooth and white as wax<br />and probably a million leaves<br />sailed on their strange stalks<br />as the crickets ticked together<br />and i, in my brand new body,<br />which was not a womans yet,<br />told the stars my questions<br />and thought God could really see<br />the heat and the painted light,<br />elbows, knees, dreams, goodnight.<br /><br />im enjoying the ap lit poetry week we are having i just dont want to write that motherfucking essay... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:11481 2006-02-07T21:00:25Z 2006-02-07T21:00:25Z the grey album im so glad everyone showed up (except ofr max silly boy) to my party i had such a good time and i got to see everyone i love!! <br /><br />RECAP:<br />bigt and reed were insane outside i was practically crying they should hang out more they are quite a duo. <br />WEIRD juniors i dont know were there and heroin addicts that i DIDNT INVITE showed up out of nowhere but it was funny anyway. <br />jocelyn kelli and lucas passed out early, like at ten.<br />i got SO DRUNK i think i remember having ten wine glasses, that i know of...<br />jeff had make up on and was grinding on everything in sight<br />emily and sarah were missing and i was so sad!<br /><br />overall i think my eighteenth year will be my best if it goes as well as saturday did.<br /><br />props to everyone who showed up and professed their love to me im so happy now because of it thanks!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:11131 2006-02-03T15:41:27Z 2006-02-03T15:41:27Z eels birthday party or party birthday?<br /><br />im so stressed out i hope there are not a million people coming saturday but then again i want to see everyone, i just dont want things to get too out of hand. <br /><br />oh well im so ready to party!!<br /><br />and i still have to do that dante painting thing for d mac, damn. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:10980 2006-02-02T17:03:04Z 2006-02-02T17:06:04Z the demons swimming in my mind oh my the perks of being an adult, i can but porn and ciggarettes with little to no guilt and have sex with whomever i want. somehow that all dosent seem so appealing anymore. <br /><br />i love it when you put pics on livejournal em'ly.<br /><br />i havent written in this thing in a while ive been quite busy living my life to the fullest and not doing my motherfucking school work because i could die tomorrow. yesterday was my birthday (the BIG 18!!) and i had a really good day i thought that it would suck but i was proved very wrong. my mom woke me up in the morning with presents: jewlery, a jewlery box, money, and a book i will never read. i went to school for a while then checked out and went to the dmv and got my new licence. then rachel and i went to joses for birthday lunch and after school me sarah and kelli hung out and drove around hyland park.<br /> i have been sick lately so i would have bought ciggs first thing wednesday morning but i waited till today when me and emily skipped that fucking assembly and went to the tobacco superstore and i got dunhill lights. the box is so pretty thats really the only reason i bought it. <br /> im really excited for my party!!! its disco dance themed so bring your dancing shoes and glitter! eryn and i went to cheap thrills and i got the PERFECT jacket for saturday. its gold, ivory and black with a fur collar. its almost like a dress. i really hope it turns out the way i hope it will, everyone gets totally plastered, i get some action, and nobody breaks anything in jocelyns house. <br /><br />if you are planning on coming it will be at jocelyns house starting around 8 on saturday you have to come dressed up if you dont you will be sent home or i will pour a bucket of honey on your head. it will be my birthday party so presents are highly appreciated but you dont have to. i want to see everyone i dont get to see all the time that includes YOU SHANNON STEVEN MOLLY MARTIN MONICA ETC!! i miss big parties that you can get lost in<br /><br />if you need directions or anything pertaining to anything my number for anyone out of the loop is 313-2748. i dont usually answer weird numbers i dont already know so if i fail to answer the first time you call leave a message and call back, its called paranoia. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:10519 2006-01-14T01:39:42Z 2006-01-14T01:39:42Z so me emily lucas and kelli are sitting at elizabeths while elise and elizabeth go to noahs and get alcohol. im very high at the moment so excuse me if you please. i dont know what those reindeer games are alll about. jeff is coming over and he is going to test the "wild greens" fake pot. its called hawaiian gold. were going to go get our palms read. i feel grossbut aparantly i smell good, maybe like pot because were swimming in a poool of it.&gt;&gt;&gt;oneida<br /><br />EM'LY; <br /><br />we're going to cut of KIKI!!!!!!!!!!<br />*pause*<br />and stick it in your CHI-CHI!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:10311 2005-12-22T22:48:17Z 2005-12-22T22:48:17Z the insanity in our heads holy shit i want some fucking wine!!!! <br /><br />kids across america are failing the treadmill test! gasp<br /><br />im watching oprah at elizabeth martins house its all about men who are gay and marry women and lie about their "gayness." its fucking hilarious. <br /><br />courtney is back!! im so happy i want to party! did i mention i want wine?!?!?! school is out and im finally done with my ap lit paper<br /><br />dave chappelle is back<br /><br />Elizabeth: No i dont want you to feed me my pot<br />Oneida: aw, that sucks shut up bitch!! no you cannot light me on fire i am not as flammable as you might think<br />Elizabeth: THAT MADE NO SENSE .... HOW THE HELL DO YOU SPELL SCENTS...CENTS...SENCE????????? fANTASTIC four I HAVE NEVER scene THAT<br />Oneida: i want the PIES ALL OF THE PIES. AND MAYBE A FORK. ONE CHOCLATE ONE WHITE MILK AND HASHBROWNS WITH BISCUIT AND GRAVY NO CHEESE.&gt;&gt;&gt;elizabeth said that<br />Elizabeth: my fingernails are getting in the way of me typing.....i must destroy them.....ahhhhhhh/<br />friendeship respecting the relationsheip and what we buitl together ..... I LOVE OPRAH<br />Oneida: they do all thefamily stuff but they dont have sex. he has to live in the basement because he is gay! oprahs hating on the gays!! shes got her claws into him much like elizs. i got put on HOLD BY ELISE SHIT!!!<br />eLIZABETH; dont take that shit from her.what has she lost. in the corner. putting it up. i dont know thats insane thats crazy maybe yoiu put it in the alcohol b ottles just look in weird places you probably put it in a praze ass place she found it!!!! i have homosexual dentencies <br />Oneida: im hungry. i want wine. i have eight dollars. i dont want to go to haistings shit those nerds are [prpbably playng dungeons and dragons shit. can we go back to school and attack people in the dark? that would be sweet. g unit g money GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG<br />Elizabeth:what shall we d0o? eat or wine ... lets eat wine gift certificates? fucking crazy oneida.<br /><br />yea...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:10158 2005-12-05T21:20:28Z 2005-12-05T21:20:28Z modest mouse im angry at eryn. not so angry but a lot disappointed. she has yet to even talk to me about paying me back for the le tigre ticket i bought for her AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR and she has yet to get me alcohol she promised to me weeks ago, come on eryn get on the ball. i totally understand your poverty at the hands of reality but the least you can do is act like you remember it and try to pay me back. ill never see that money the sad thing is i invited her to go and paid for her ticket.<br /><br />i have a latin test on wednesday and its OPEN NOTE OPEN BOOK!! thats just plain insanity it will either be really easy or insanely hard. <br /><br />last weekend was a total bust, except for friday when lucas was a mean birthday MAN and sunday when i had absynth for the first time. its HORRIBLE it tastes like black licorice and its IMPOSSIBLE to get the taste out of your mouth it coats your mouth like cough syrup. i got really messed up on it though, wow. <br /><br />only NINE MORE DAYS LEFT IN GOVERNMENT!!! arg ap lit and hamlet = no fun urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:9796 2005-11-17T20:00:07Z 2005-11-17T20:00:07Z extrordinary machine so im late today to math after a lunch full of studying for a test im going to fail and i decide just not to go. wow im such a good student. sometimes i wish my parents would push me more to "achieve" but they just dont. they think i have it all under control, i really dont. im slowly letting my life deteriorate into habit and wishy washy promises. im really disappointed in myself.<br /><br />FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK<br /><br />AP LIT ESSAY TOMORROW!!! <br /><br />I want to crawl under a rock and die urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:9595 2005-11-15T15:10:19Z 2005-11-15T15:10:19Z ziggy stardust this fucking keyboard in the library is so fucked up im going to shove it and the entire school into a woodchipper. bloody knowledge. <br />im so negative today it should be entertaining who i give the finch eye to today and who i scream at in the hall. underclassmen beware.<br /><br />i have hardly 2% of my gov project done and the internet at my home is down. fuck. that means i have to spend all my time at the school library with all the dirty fuck-ups of society. im feeling very high and mighty today maybe because i got a 98% on my Tibet essay! that is the only class im confident in, well no i like ap lit. <br /><br />i can miss absolutley no more of my morning classes i have used all of my absences. good thing the semester is almost over! <br /><br />this weekend was fun although it was totally unlucky for me. i had so much shit go wrong and i still had so much fun. friday night i got a JUG of popov form eryn (thanks ho) and a drinking game for all of us. me bigt elise and jeff went to elises and played it, its called what the fuck and we got fucked up. completley fubar. then sarah came over with kelli emily eryn and in the next 30 mins all of my alcohol was gone. i was so sad but so drunk.<br />ME: "JIMMY JOHNS"<br />EMILY: "20 minutes" 2 mins later...<br />ME: "JIMMY JOHNS"<br />jeff fell out of the tree and big t ran around like a wild man and peed on stuff. saturday was much the same but we went to emilys and i lost my stash and it was again fun but sad. <br /><br />im so glad im finally done with that fucking ap lit take home bullshit i had to stay home monday just to fucking finish it.<br /><br />to do:<br />book review for asian studies<br />proposal on creative project with lucas for greek and roman<br />MY ENTIRE AP GOV PROJECT<br />make up gov test, math quiz and homework<br />assigned writtings 7 8 and9!!!!!!!<br /><br />i am really looking forward to the break..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:keepyourhour:9290 2005-11-11T15:57:47Z 2005-11-11T15:57:47Z the shins chutes too narrow The Chinese also gave us, via Marco Polo, pasta and the formula for gunpowder. The Chinese were so dumb they only used gunpowder for fireworks. And everybody was so dumb back then that nobody in either hemisphere even knew that there was another one.<br /><br />If you want to take my guns away from me, and you’re all for murdering fetuses, and love it when homosexuals marry each other, and want to give them kitchen appliances at their showers, and you’re for the poor, you’re a liberal.<br />If you are against those perversions and for the rich, you’re a conservative.<br />What could be simpler?<br /><br />My government’s got a war on drugs. But get this: The two most widely abused and addictive and destructive of all substances are both perfectly legal.<br />One, of course, is ethyl alcohol. And President George W. Bush, no less, and by his own admission, was smashed or tiddley-poo or four sheets to the wind a good deal of the time from when he was 16 until he was 41. When he was 41, he says, Jesus appeared to him and made him knock off the sauce, stop gargling nose paint.<br /><br />Other drunks have seen pink elephants.--Kurt Vonnegut "cold turkey"<br /><br />-----i wish kurt vonnegut was my grandpa!-----------<br />im all for murdering fetuses<br /> oh my god i have so much fucking homework to do!!! ahhhhhhhhh! i cant handle it. i wrote a really good writing assignment for asian "literature" just now and after reading vonneguts online stuff forever im feeling like a revolution anyone in?<br /><br />i have not even started on my 10 page take home test in ap lit. im such a good student wow im going to end up doing it all on sunday. great. <br /><br />im going camping tonight with jeff big t emily and elise. its going to be so cold big t is just going to have to be everyones human furnace. i hope i dont get drunk and then wander off into the woods alcohol restricts blood flow so i could die by exposure very easily. <br /><br />FUCK IT IS COLD!!!! i love it